Miss U Mom.........

It’s a peaceful Sunday morning. I am sitting on my Sofa with my laptop and stating to write this post. Unlike other weekends I am not feeling like going out as I am down with viral fever. God knows what as happened to Bangalore air..Every other person is falling sick and this disgusting viral fever is spreading like anything. But I am not writing this to share my concern over viral fever…I am just missing my mom so much. So thought if I write this and share this with you all, I might feel better and I hope you will also like to read it( Because we all love our moms :) ).
Though I always care for my mom, even as a small child, its just that after celebrating 25 birthdays and spending 4 years of independent working life staying away from her, I am realizing how much she has done and is still doing for me. I am having fever since two days and getting one call from her in every one hour :) . She keeps on telling me- eat this, eat that, take this medicine, gargle warm water, take rest, don't go out  etc etc. She has hundreds of work at home, but I feel as if only I am running in her mind whole day. She loves me so much and you know what I do :) ? .... I emotionally blackmail her saying- ' tell me when will u come.I will take medicines only when you wil come here' :)

Its not that I am not well now and thats why she is so concerned about me..It has always been like that. I still remember the days when I used to study late (even till 3am or 4 am) during exam times and after whole days work she would sit beside me. Howmuch ever I used to tell her to go to sleep, she would never leave me alone in the study room. She would sit there on a chair and keep on dozing :) . After completing my BTech. before 4 years, I started with my job. Since then I am staying away from home and since then everyday she would sleep only after knowing that I am back in my room safe and I had my dinner. Just a thought that my mom is there for me gives me so much strength.....

Now when I am alone and cook my food myself, clean my room, clean my clothes I realize how it would have been for her when I used to order for special items and leave my things here and there for her to clean them. Though she used to keep my things properly, she has not made me a lazy dumb. Her love as well as her scoldings have made me capable enough to do my things on my own and run a home nicely and cleanly.
She never restricts me from doing anything that I want to do, but she has given me the sense to choose between right and wrong.

It will never end if I keep on writing about my mom . I know all the moms are like that. Now my mom is more a friend and a guide to me  that anyting else. We share a bonding that only we can feel. I miss her so much and I know she also misses me a lot. We all love our moms and never in our lives we will be able to return what they have gives us.. so lets just say - I LOVE YOU MOM. I am sure they wont need anyting else :) .....